Isnin, 8 September 2014
Ahad, 7 September 2014
Learn to Be Positive!!!
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| handsomenye :3 |
Hari ni aku telah muktamad untuk memaafkan Jjin... Aku pun Dah tukar gambar profile kpd Jjin (comel lak dye tdo) Aku ni pemaaflah jugak(cehh!!) but perkara yang aku tak suka dan orang tu buat, aku akan ingat sampai mati. Tapi, aku dah tak nak ingat dah pasal benda tu. Buat sakit hati je. Aku nak anggap yang aku tak pernah nampak scene2 tu dan pedulikan apa yang telah Jjin buat. Well, what can I do? Aku tak terdaya nak menghalang dia atau bias2 aku dari disentuh/menyentuh, berbual, serenade and even smile to those girls. Even aku nak menangis air mata darah pun tengok dia macam tu still lagi aku x akan dapat halang punya.
Look at myself. Who am I to prevent them from doing them. I'm just a fan. A fan doesnt mean you have rights on your bias, right? This what hurts me so much since I called myself as a K-pop fan. Oppas aren't mine T.T
In fact, that are what artist does, right? They cannot escape themselves from female artist. So, I have to learn to be positive and try not to hate all people.
And Jjin, I just want you to know that I really admire you, Jjin. All right, Do it! DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. I'll pretend I don't care even I care about it so much. But, I just want one thing from you. Please don't leave me.
Recently, there are two K-pop idols who passed away. They are EunB and RiSe. The news made me so shock! I was so sad and sympathy to hear it. Since I join K-pop world, I didnt ever heard any K-pop Idol dies. And.... I was thinking that what if Jjin or my other prince die??? Ugh, I cant believe it T.T Idol passed away would hurt more than Idol disbanded or left group. Kris T.T In Kris case, at least I know dat he's still alive and healthy enough to make me feel relieve. But, if an Idol passed away, he/she totally leaves us forever and never comeback T.T
Plus, I found a pic that made me cried so hard. Damn that pic! I cant even stopped crying.
So, I just have a wish for my biasses. Please keep alive!
In conclusion, its better...
Seeing my biasses with other girls --> cries hardly --> mad at them --> hate them --> stay away from them --> try to forget it --> forgive them --> forget about that thing --> Love them again
Than...
Hearing news my biasses dies --> cries a week --> open SNS --> No news/updates about them --> cries again again and again
So, its okay... I would be okay at least they dont go forever,,, Just want you to know that your presence is enough even you aren't standing right in front of my eyes...
Sabtu, 6 September 2014
Hari yang Sangat Memenatkan dan Mengenyangkan??
Assalammualaikum, My Diary.
My Fiction. My Story
Today my school holds a 'Hari kantin' (dont have idea to say it in english but probably Canteen's Day?). Money money money too much money has wasted at there T^T TOO MUCH food that I ate today T^T It doesn't called as eat anymore, its melantak namenye! I think I'll gain 5 Kg :3 I actually dont care to eat as many food as I can. Eating has become my habit :3 Online while eating, watching tv while eating. Eat, eat and eat. That's what I do everyday at home. But, I'm just sick to hear everyone is commenting, insulting me because I'm fat!
Yes, I'm sick about it. Fed-up, annoy, angry and many feelings mixed in my heart. I'll just keep a fake smile to them and nod slowly but deep in my heart, JUST ALLAH KNOWS! So what if I'm fat, huh??? I don't use you guys money to buy me food! Whats so wrong to become fat? Yeah, I look weird because i'm short featuring fat BUT, is my fat body makes you to throw up??? If its true so, go away from my sight! Do you think, me, myself, my fat body, my eyes want to see your thin body??? Do you think your 'thin' body makes me like you???
No! I'm sick to see you lah! Can you just go from my sight and even my life!
A friend of mine always say that i'm fat. That extremely makes me want to cry. Yes, I'm giant, fatty crybaby. My heart is fragile, sensitive. Insulting me like that really makes me want to cry. Why she did this to me? I made by Allah too! Its takdir Allah that makes me fatty like this. I know my body is not thin than you but please stop insulting me! You think you thin then your pretty, beautiful? You think your thin then you can live in heaven?
No, right? So whats the function to insult me??? You got nothing! you got no jams :3 XD Okay not gonna proceed to talk about some manusia that just know to make me sakit otak.
Even I was busying myself to shop at school, but I still saved RM5 bills to buy an e-pop magazine. Unfortunately, the magazine has sold out. I'm gonna cry a week T.T OMG this is so cruel!!! Why cepat sgt laris? I just want the poster T.T Yeah, I already bought that magazine last week but need to buy it again to... I dont know why I love that poster so much. I dont even know why I always stare that (BTS) poster. I can't get my eyes off from it!
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| You,,, who are better without eyeliner and all those make ups.You,,, who are better in black hair than red hair. You,,, who are better wearing HBA shirts than sleeveless jackets. You,,, whom I love :) |
WHY??? Why I did that??? Hey, remember?? You still mad at Jjin! *slaps myself*
But--- I guess I have forgive Jjin. I must learn to accept the reality that he is an artist and that what artist does. And, What can I do? I cant stay away from him! I need to update info about him and watch him on Youtube. Maybe this is what you called as an obsession but I still deny it! Its not an obsession! I wont obsess at any guy! I will just love them.
Why I'm so caring towards my biasses??? Hey! Thats why you called as a K-pop fan or at least a hardcore K-pop fan. If we like someone, obviously we would get to know them and busying ourselves to spend a time for them, right? Same like me. We're human... Human means we did a lot of mistakes. None of us who didn't ever do mistakes before , right?? (except Rasulullah)
Annyeong~
Assalammualaikum ^^v
Annyeong~
Assalammualaikum ^^v
Khamis, 4 September 2014
Wow wow~ Today is Mark's Birthday!
4th September is one of the day that I've been waiting. Finally its arrive~~!! OMG OMG Mark is younger than jjongie by a day >.< Happy Birthday, My Silent Prince! Happy 21st birthday!! Ooppsss you're now Korean (since you live there many many years) so, you are 22 now XD Its okay, Oppa... Just one year,,, nothing would be different if you one year older... So Makeu, please enjoy this day!!!!
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| OMG!!! Its Jackson's cake for his Makeu |
Yes, Mark. Every lady wants a piece of you so, excuse me,,, lemme bite you. NGAP!
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| Your still the best, Mark! XD |
Happy Birthday again, Majimark, Markrobatic, Marktial art XD Keep healthy, okay. In Real Got7 Season 2 Ep 4 you seem sick. Andwaeyo, Mark!!! Dont fall sick again.
Ouh My first love in Got7, please stop being so cute!!! Your kaka (Jackson) will start sulking if he knows I put my attention on you! XD
Okay, Tuan Yi en, I wish you stay healthy , stay handsome and stay happy. Please take care of your health and look after Jackson for me, okay? ^.^
Happy Birthday again for Majimark, Yi en. Wo Ai Ni!
Forgot to Wish Hyunseung's and Sungjong's Birthday T.T
OMG!!! I forgot to wish Oppa-deul's birthday :( I'm the worst fan ever! I'm sorry Oppa~ I remember your birthday but I have a lot things to be done so I cant wish you guys on twitter and instagram... I'm sorry T^T Mianhaeyo, Oppa...
So, yesterday was our 4D prince Jang Hyunseung's birthday! >0< Hyunseung Oppa is 26 now~ Dont age faster :3 I'm still 18 (Korean age). In other words, when I'm 20, Oppa will be 28... Thats a lot of gap! Why you must born early?? >.<
Why act like a kid?? You've been grow up already >.<
Awww oppa... you know that I admire you right?? Neoreul Saranghae neon mollayo??? You should know! XD But I love you as my Idol... not more or less :3 Neon naui aidoleul saranghae ttaemune~ ( lol I dont even know if my hangul is correct :3 whatever~)
Dont ever think to seduce me, Oppa!!! I'm trying my best to stay loyal to Myungie XD
And like what I said to Hyunseung, dont fall sick, Oppa or I'll be sad T.T Seriously I warn you not to!
Many things need to be done so, must end this quickly.
So, both oppa please keep healthy and I wish you guys always feel happy in your life...
And please always keep those sweet smiles even they aren't for me... coz
Its my happiness too when you guys are happy ^.^
All the best and luck to both my fav group, Beast and Infinite too ^.^
May these bands are wouldn't disbanded except they have become old XD
bbaibbai oppa~ happy late birthday! Saranghaeyo!
Anyway, today is Mark's birthday so, CHECK THIS OUT! (if you dont want then, thats okay)
My Fiction. My Story
So, yesterday was our 4D prince Jang Hyunseung's birthday! >0< Hyunseung Oppa is 26 now~ Dont age faster :3 I'm still 18 (Korean age). In other words, when I'm 20, Oppa will be 28... Thats a lot of gap! Why you must born early?? >.<
But, I think its okay for aging XD I mean look at Oppa now. You already have a big career, Beast is success and you've got a lot of money while there are some people at Oppa's age who still unsuccessful. At least, you dont have problems in financial Lol. So, oppa, you must feel grateful :)
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| aisshh so cute~ |
Haha kawaii~ I want to brush your hair agaga :3
But I like you being like this... Stay young~ XD
Oppa, even you should know that you are my bias (not ultimate lol). Even you aren't my ultimate bias, I do care about you. So, don't fall sick and I wish you always be happy in your life ^.^
Besides Hyunseungie Oppa, Uri Sungjjong also had birthday on 3rd September... Fortunately you guys weren't born in the same year or I'll call you guys twins! XD Happy birthday Sungjjong! Happy Birthday to you x3 saranghaneun uri Sungjjong~ Happy birthday to you~ Its late... I'm sorry, Oppa :(
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| Wow wow wow... the cat is cute... OMG!!! em but jjong is cuter lol |
Awww oppa... you know that I admire you right?? Neoreul Saranghae neon mollayo??? You should know! XD But I love you as my Idol... not more or less :3 Neon naui aidoleul saranghae ttaemune~ ( lol I dont even know if my hangul is correct :3 whatever~)
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| Eiii~~ Winking isn't allowed XD |
And like what I said to Hyunseung, dont fall sick, Oppa or I'll be sad T.T Seriously I warn you not to!
Many things need to be done so, must end this quickly.
So, both oppa please keep healthy and I wish you guys always feel happy in your life...
And please always keep those sweet smiles even they aren't for me... coz
Its my happiness too when you guys are happy ^.^
All the best and luck to both my fav group, Beast and Infinite too ^.^
May these bands are wouldn't disbanded except they have become old XD
bbaibbai oppa~ happy late birthday! Saranghaeyo!
Anyway, today is Mark's birthday so, CHECK THIS OUT! (if you dont want then, thats okay)
Rabu, 3 September 2014
I'm Gonna Explode!
Oh, Jjin~ What can I do with you now? Dont you know that I love you?? :3 Doncha? DONCHA?! I Love you, Stupid! Oppa, NEO PABO! PABO-YAAAHHHH!!!! Yeah, your fans and I love you so much. Dont our loves enough for you?
LOOK AT THIS PIC BELOW, JJIN! LOOK! I listed you as my ULTIMATE bias already... If I listed someone to be my ultimate bias, it means that person is really precious to me. TOO~ P.R.E.C.I.O.U.S. Why dont you understand???
WHY YOU MUST LOOK AT HER LIKE DAT?
WHY YOU MUST SIT SOOOO CLOSE TO HER?
WHY YOU MUST SMILE TO HER (Gosh, you were so handsome when you smiled to her ARGGGHHHH)
WHY YOU MUST SING TO HER???
OH WHYYYYYYYY~~~ WHY~~~ T.T
I would be a little bit 'okay' if that bitch wasn't sexy at all and didn't being bitchy but SHE WAS! She was too sexy~ They are~~ T.T Please control your sight, Jjin T.T
This is so cruel for me T.T Its so painful to watch you being like dat~
I... I hate you T^T
I hate you, Jjin!
But Do you know I cant hate you for life? Its so hard for me to forget or hate someone whom I love. Its painful too. So, lemme go a while FROM BUSYING ABOUT YOU!
And I'll surely comeback...
Because I'll probably forgive you day by day
and because,,, time is the best healer T.T
Bye, My sangnamja. Lemme go for a while T.T
Maybe Jackson can make me forget dat thing~
Isnin, 1 September 2014
Assalammualaikum Warahmatullah~ ^.^
Yo yo yo~ Dah lame gler aku x menulis di ruang blog ni. Rindu jugak rasenyer... Bukan aku xnak tulis ape-ape tp disebabkan xde sesiape pun yg nk follow aku so, nak buat ape aku tulis kalau xde org nak bace. Ye dak? Tp, aku tulis jugak lagi sbb aku berasa bosan yang teramat sgt :3 Jadi, aku bercadang untuk jadikan blog ni sebagai diari ^.^
Last update blog ni pada bulan 11 tahun 2013. Lame jugak, kan? Sekarang ni pun dah 2014. Merenung balik ke belakang membuatkan aku sedar betapa banyak dosa yang dah aku buat :'( Insaf sat na?
From a K-pop hater to a hardcore K-pop fan. From Innocent to a... little... whatever... From a simple life to a K-pop life. From don't admire any Korean Guy to admire MANY Korean guys and much more that I did. What did I do is nothing except sins.
Liking guys, staring guys, Admiring them, Praising them... Well, its nothing. NOTHING EXCEPT SINS! I know that they are sins but I cant stop myself. Someone help me! Nope... Oh Allah, please help me! Dont lemme astray from your path.
Kpop changes my life 180 degree. Everything has ruined. EVERYTHING! And I'll change my life too. Dont forget to do prayer, berzikir and much more but I still cant help it.
But... that doesnt mean that I will stop myself from 'K-popping' around. Well, It has become my life.And I dont ask Allah to make me hate K-pop. I just want to love K-pop but still remember to come to Him. Like I said, Kpop has become my life. Just tell me, who can run from their life? Except some hoes who killed themselves to run from life and problems. No, you cant run from your life, same like me.
So, just this for today, my diary ^.^ see myself again on Blogger.
Zhiao dulu.
Isnin, 4 November 2013
B.A.P ~ Rain Sound Lyrics N Translation
WoW! Rain Sound!I love this song! No! Beyond than a love. . . Although a lot of fans dislike this song (This is not B.A.P's style. . . This is unacceptable. . .) Go! Go Away! B.A.P congrats! Your song has made me love you. B.A.P, Ije,Oneul, Yeongwonhi, Saranghaeyo!
[YoungJae]
Eo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo
[Yongguk]
[Yongguk]
Neoran yeojan hollanseureoun mundap
Nan ibeul damunda
Sarangeul ibyeore mutda
Changbakken ijeobeorin bibarami bunda
Saebyeoge deutneun radio sorien iksukhan eumakdeul
Ni saenggangnagien ttak joha
Bieoinneun keopijan du gae
Niga eomneun jari, nan oeroumgwa datune
Nan ibeul damunda
Sarangeul ibyeore mutda
Changbakken ijeobeorin bibarami bunda
Saebyeoge deutneun radio sorien iksukhan eumakdeul
Ni saenggangnagien ttak joha
Bieoinneun keopijan du gae
Niga eomneun jari, nan oeroumgwa datune
[JongUp]
Honja gilgeorireul geotda
Jaju gadeon kape, yeonghwagwaneul bonda
Jaju gadeon kape, yeonghwagwaneul bonda
[Yongguk]
Najocha chueoge jamgineunde neon eotteolkka?
I nalssi, ongi, seuchineun baramkkajido gieogi nalkka?
Geujeo jinagan heukbaekpilleumcheoreom ichyeojil saram
Ajikdo neol geuriwohada nan jami deureo
Bi naerineun bam, oneureun nan jam mot irwo
I nalssi, ongi, seuchineun baramkkajido gieogi nalkka?
Geujeo jinagan heukbaekpilleumcheoreom ichyeojil saram
Ajikdo neol geuriwohada nan jami deureo
Bi naerineun bam, oneureun nan jam mot irwo
[Youngjae]
I bissoriga ni moksorinji
Nal bureuneun sorinji naman neol saenggakhani?
[Daehyun]
Nal bureuneun sorinji naman neol saenggakhani?
[Daehyun]
I biga nareul wirohaejulkka
Ireon nae mameul alkka? Jakku niga saenggangna
Ireon nae mameul alkka? Jakku niga saenggangna
[JongUp]
Eo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo
([Himchan]
([Himchan]
Neol yeonpillo geuryeoboda naerineun bitmuriran jiugaero jiwobonda)
[JongUp]
[JongUp]
Eo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo
([Himchan]
Neol oneuldo geuryeobonda, naega neol jiul su isseulkka?)
[Zelo]
Saeppalgan usan
Chukchugi jeojeun otgwa undonghwa
Boilleoreul kkeotda kyeotda
Mwol haedo mareuji anha
Geuge nae maminji aninji
Hollanseureoun mundap
Chukchugi jeojeun otgwa undonghwa
Boilleoreul kkeotda kyeotda
Mwol haedo mareuji anha
Geuge nae maminji aninji
Hollanseureoun mundap
[Zelo]
Bi naerideon nal, neoege banhaeseo
Urin seororeul cham manhido saranghaesseo
([Youngjae]
Urin seororeul cham manhido saranghaesseo
([Youngjae]
Guji aesseo)
Geureol pillyo eobseotdeon geotman gataseo
Mak mami apeo (mami apeo)
([Youngjae/Himchan]
Geureol pillyo eobseotdeon geotman gataseo
Mak mami apeo (mami apeo)
([Youngjae/Himchan]
Maen cheoeumbuteo nae oenjjok gaseume neol ango jinhage namgyeo)
Jigeumeun gipsugi bakhyeobeorin papyeoncheoreom namaseo
Neon nareul kkeureodanggyeo
Neo eobsido sal su itdan geojitmalhaebeorin
Jigeumeun gipsugi bakhyeobeorin papyeoncheoreom namaseo
Neon nareul kkeureodanggyeo
Neo eobsido sal su itdan geojitmalhaebeorin
geot gata mameul beorijiman
Ajikdo neol geuriwohada nan jami deureo
Bi naerineun bam, oneureun nan jam mot irwo
Ajikdo neol geuriwohada nan jami deureo
Bi naerineun bam, oneureun nan jam mot irwo
[Youngjae]
I bissoriga ni moksorinji
Nal bureuneun sorinji naman neol saenggakhani
[Daehyun]
Nal bureuneun sorinji naman neol saenggakhani
[Daehyun]
I biga nareul wirohaejulkka
Ireon nae mameul alkka jakku niga saenggangna
Ireon nae mameul alkka jakku niga saenggangna
[JongUp]
Haneura nal dowajwo
I bireul jom meomchwojwo
[Daehyun]
I bireul jom meomchwojwo
[Daehyun]
Geu aereul ijeul su itge oh no
[Youngjae]
I bissoriga ni moksorinji
Nal bureuneun sorinji naman neol saenggakhani
Nal bureuneun sorinji naman neol saenggakhani
([Daehyun]
naman neol saenggakhani)
[Daehyun]
[Daehyun]
I biga nareul wirohaejulkka
Ireon nae mameul alkka jakku niga saenggangna
Ireon nae mameul alkka jakku niga saenggangna
([YoungJae]
Jakku niga saenggangna)
[JongUp]
Eo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo
[Yongguk]
[Yongguk]
Chang bakke ullineun bissori
Saenggagi na, uriui gieogi
I can’t leave without u girl
Bi naerineun narimyeon geuriwo, neowaui immatchum
[JongUp]
Saenggagi na, uriui gieogi
I can’t leave without u girl
Bi naerineun narimyeon geuriwo, neowaui immatchum
[JongUp]
Eo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo uwo eouwo
[Yongguk]
[Yongguk]
Chang bakke ullineun bissori
Saenggagi na, uriui gieogi
I can’t leave without u girl
Bi naerineun narimyeon eonjedeun neowa majuchineungeor
Saenggagi na, uriui gieogi
I can’t leave without u girl
Bi naerineun narimyeon eonjedeun neowa majuchineungeor
Translation
A girl like you is such a confusing set of questions and answers
So I shut my mouth
I bury love inside the farewell
Outside the window, the forgotten rain and wind blows
In the wee hours of the night, I hear familiar songs from the radio
It’s perfect for thinking about you
There are two empty cups of coffee
In this place without you, I fight with loneliness
So I shut my mouth
I bury love inside the farewell
Outside the window, the forgotten rain and wind blows
In the wee hours of the night, I hear familiar songs from the radio
It’s perfect for thinking about you
There are two empty cups of coffee
In this place without you, I fight with loneliness
I walk alone on the streets
I go to the cafe I used to go a lot, I go watch a movie
I go to the cafe I used to go a lot, I go watch a movie
I lock even myself in the memories, how about you?
This weather, this temperature, this passing wind, will I remember it?
A person to be forgotten like a passing by black and white film
I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep
This weather, this temperature, this passing wind, will I remember it?
A person to be forgotten like a passing by black and white film
I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep
Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you
(I draw you with a pencil, I erase you with an eraser that is the falling rain)
(I draw you out again today, will I be able to erase you?)
(I draw you out again today, will I be able to erase you?)
A bright red umbrella
Wet and drenched clothes and sneakers
I turn off and turn on the boiler
Whatever I do, it doesn’t dry
Is that how I feel or is it not?
A confusing set of questions and answers
Wet and drenched clothes and sneakers
I turn off and turn on the boiler
Whatever I do, it doesn’t dry
Is that how I feel or is it not?
A confusing set of questions and answers
On a rainy day, I fell for you
We used to love each other so much
It didn’t seem like we had to do this
So my heart hurts so much (heart hurts)
(From the beginning, I held you in the left side of my heart and you thickly remain)
Now you remain as a broken fragment that’s deeply engraved inside
You pull me in
I think I lied when I said I could live without you
I throw away my feelings but I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep
We used to love each other so much
It didn’t seem like we had to do this
So my heart hurts so much (heart hurts)
(From the beginning, I held you in the left side of my heart and you thickly remain)
Now you remain as a broken fragment that’s deeply engraved inside
You pull me in
I think I lied when I said I could live without you
I throw away my feelings but I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep
Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you
Dear sky, please help me
Please stop this rain
So that I can forget her, oh no
Please stop this rain
So that I can forget her, oh no
Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you
Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I miss you and our kiss
Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I always run into you
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I miss you and our kiss
Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I always run into you
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