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Hari ni aku telah muktamad untuk memaafkan Jjin... Aku pun Dah tukar gambar profile kpd Jjin (comel lak dye tdo) Aku ni pemaaflah jugak(cehh!!) but perkara yang aku tak suka dan orang tu buat, aku akan ingat sampai mati. Tapi, aku dah tak nak ingat dah pasal benda tu. Buat sakit hati je. Aku nak anggap yang aku tak pernah nampak scene2 tu dan pedulikan apa yang telah Jjin buat. Well, what can I do? Aku tak terdaya nak menghalang dia atau bias2 aku dari disentuh/menyentuh, berbual, serenade and even smile to those girls. Even aku nak menangis air mata darah pun tengok dia macam tu still lagi aku x akan dapat halang punya.
Look at myself. Who am I to prevent them from doing them. I'm just a fan. A fan doesnt mean you have rights on your bias, right? This what hurts me so much since I called myself as a K-pop fan. Oppas aren't mine T.T
In fact, that are what artist does, right? They cannot escape themselves from female artist. So, I have to learn to be positive and try not to hate all people.
And Jjin, I just want you to know that I really admire you, Jjin. All right, Do it! DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. I'll pretend I don't care even I care about it so much. But, I just want one thing from you. Please don't leave me.
Recently, there are two K-pop idols who passed away. They are EunB and RiSe. The news made me so shock! I was so sad and sympathy to hear it. Since I join K-pop world, I didnt ever heard any K-pop Idol dies. And.... I was thinking that what if Jjin or my other prince die??? Ugh, I cant believe it T.T Idol passed away would hurt more than Idol disbanded or left group. Kris T.T In Kris case, at least I know dat he's still alive and healthy enough to make me feel relieve. But, if an Idol passed away, he/she totally leaves us forever and never comeback T.T
Plus, I found a pic that made me cried so hard. Damn that pic! I cant even stopped crying.
So, I just have a wish for my biasses. Please keep alive!
In conclusion, its better...
Seeing my biasses with other girls --> cries hardly --> mad at them --> hate them --> stay away from them --> try to forget it --> forgive them --> forget about that thing --> Love them again
Than...
Hearing news my biasses dies --> cries a week --> open SNS --> No news/updates about them --> cries again again and again
So, its okay... I would be okay at least they dont go forever,,, Just want you to know that your presence is enough even you aren't standing right in front of my eyes...
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